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i hate it when people you care about suck.

July 11th, 2006 (09:54 pm)

I know friends grow and change
and that is part of the nature of being friends.
But one of my best friends has changed for the worst.
He is self obsessed with a major ego.
And I think what hurts is that he geniunely believes he is too cool
to punk rock
to hang out with me.
and what he doesn't get is flashy fades
and being cool is really more about being comfortable with yourself
and kind to others.

it just bums me out.

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July 4th, 2006 (09:32 pm)

tomorrow i am calling HR about jobs.
i am excited and nervous.
i am hoping i will have good news.
it certainly would suck to live on a different continent than my hunny,
so i need to make this happen.

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January 16th, 2006 (06:42 pm)
current mood: so content
current song: FIFA Soccer Game

so it looks like i will be spending my 29th birthday in NYC.
i have to be there the following monday for work
so scott and i are going early for the weekend.
what a nice way to start of the last year of my 2nd decade.
in my favorite city
with my favorite person.

life is incredibly awesome.

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December 19th, 2005 (10:51 am)

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December 16th, 2005 (09:22 pm)

After the longest and quite possibly shittest week of work ever- finally a upswing-
my friend gave me two tickets for box seats to U2 and Kanye West
absolutely free.
so rad.

in other news, we are starting to make our world cup plans.
it looks like we will be headed to germany in late july through early july for some hot, hot, football games.
again, so rad.

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I feel like hell. But I feel like myself, which is an improvement.

December 8th, 2005 (09:14 am)
indescribable

current mood: indescribable
current song: DC4C-Photobooth

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skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.
And everything that I said was true
as the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.
Well I lost track when those words were said,
you took the wheel and you steered us into my bed,
and soon we woke and I walked you home
and it was pretty clear that is was hardly love.

And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
and this is all that's left scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.

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shiny happy people being friends

December 5th, 2005 (09:01 am)

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so i joined the gym...

December 5th, 2005 (07:13 am)

i did something to my back. i cannot sit or walk. i am pretty scared. there was a point yesterday when i could not move the right half of my body at all.

i need to go to th dr. i think.

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Thanksgiving by the bay.

November 29th, 2005 (11:29 am)
current song: American Analog Set

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November 28th, 2005 (11:11 am)
current song: Foo Fighters

I feel like I am moving a million miles and hour, but still am not getting anything done. My work load has doubled and I don't even know where to begin.

The weekend was eventful. Both good and bad.

I had a realization of epic proportions last night. I always thought of the idea of being in a committed relationship as meaning that you are only with one person, monogamous. But really when you think about it, it is so much more isn't it? Being committed means sticking it out through good and bad. Being willing to work out anything that comes your way. Not walking out regardless of circumstances.

When I think about why I have been drawn to the concept of marriage, maybe what I was looking for was truly commitment. I mean, I don't think I have ever really experienced true commitment with anyone...not even my family. I think that is what I have wanted all along. Assurance and partnership, which while they can be part of a marriage, are so much more than that.

And with that understanding I have raised the bar of expectations for myself and anyone who chooses to step into the arena of forever with this lady.

I wish I would have figured this out earlier.

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